Selamat Hari Lahir Abah
Selamat Hari Lahir abah!
Hari bersejarah ini, 56 tahun yang lalu abah lahir ke dunia. Abah lahir sebagai anak ke-2 daripada 4 adik beradik. Menjadi hero antara seorang kakak dan 2 dua adik perempuan. Abah membesar di Pulau Lagenda [Langkawi] dengan kenakalan sehinggalah Wan meninggal dunia saat abah berusia 13 tahun. Ini menjadikannya anak yang kental barangkali. Toklah yang bersusah-payah menjual laksa di kedai kecil hampir dengan laut sehingga abah berjaya melangkah ke menara gading [Universiti Malaya].
Sejak itu abah menjadi pendidik. Sehingga hari ini, tamatlah sudah tugasnya sebagai pendidik. Alhamdulillah, abah berjaya mencapai takah sebagai pengetua sebelum menamatkan tugasnya. Abah memang sangat berdedikasi dalam tugasnya dan tegas. Selalu sahaja memesan kami supaya menjadi anak-anak yang berdisiplin. Sangat sabar juga. Dan tidak berkira soal wang ringgit dengan orang lain. Namun sebagai anaknya, tidak semua yang ana minta ditunaikan. Abah memang sangat berjimat-cermat seperti mama. Tidak hairanlah matlamatnya tercapai saat pencennya sebagai jutawan. Ana berbangga dengan abah, yang sentiasa bersederhana dalam segala hal.
Sekarang, sebagai anak sulung abah yang sudah besar, ana banyak berkongsi tentang hidup dan rasa. Abah tak jemu menasihati. Teringat saat-saat menikmati biru laut di Pulau Langkawi kata abah; bersyukurlah dengan segala nikmat dengan menggandakan ibadah. Bangun seawal pagi mengundang rahmat. Bersama solat dhuha, insyaALLAH rezeki akan berlipat-kali ganda datang bersama barakah Allah.
Dan saat ana bertanya tentang rasa hatinya ketika pencen; “Sayu”, bisik abah. Ana perasan abah yang termenung panjang di anjung, pasti mengingatkan saat-saat sukarnya bergelar anak yatim dan miskin.
Abah yang ana kagumi. Kerana disiplin hidupnya dalam ibadah dan kesungguhan mengamalkan walaupun tidak berpendidikan sekolah agama. Dan abah, yang ana sayangi kerana dialah sumber inspirasi. Selamat Hari Lahir abah! Semoga bertambahlah iman dan taqwa.
Kerana ana sememangnya anak abah…
rindu
Baru sehari ketiadaan mama dan abah, hati telah berjuta-juta kali dijentik rindu. Kadang terasa bagaikan tidak berada di rumah sendiri. Lain sungguh rasanya walaupun diri telah merantau 3 tahun sendirian dan merasa tinggal di asrama ketika zaman persekolahan. Mungkin kerana ketiadaan mereka datang bersama tanggungjawab.
Tanggungjawab walaupun sudah acapkali dilatih oleh mama dan abah, tetapi kesan kekosongan bagaikan terasa. Penat dan bosan serta kesunyian mulai menghambat. Sebab itulah ana kian kerap keluar berjalan-jalan bersama adik. Tidak peduli lagi apa yang akan berlaku. Masakan, seorang Hazwani yang jiwanya memberontak betah apabila dipandang rendah!
Adik diam sahaja. Pandai menyembunyikan kesedihan di sebalik diam yang panjang. Alhamdulillah dengan kehadiran si gemuk, hati girang dengan keletahnya yang manja bersama adik. Selain sedaya-upaya mengisi waktu dengan membaca. Sungguh, ana terasa bagai berada di rumah orang lain!
rindu, rindu ..tenanglah di kalbu..
Pabila abah & mama tiada
Abah dan mama sedang dalam pesawat saat ini. Setelah terkandas sehari atas sebab-sebab tertentu Saudi Airlines, bersama 58 orang yang lain. Hikmahnya, dapatlah ahli rombongan melempiaskan segala penat melayan tetamu yang datang berziarah, di hotel Pan Pacific berdekatan KLIA [ditaja pihak penerbangan]. Ana doakan semoga segalanya selamat dan berjalan dengan mudah. Semoga titipan doa kepada mama dan abah bakal telus pada gerbang-gerbang langit hingga sampai kepada Tuhan.
Tiada yang payah, makcik ana bersama sepupu dan anak saudara lelaki datang meneman. Bersama tok, rumah tak sesunyi mana. Cuma rutin menghantar adik ke sekolah sepanjang minggu kadang buat hati tercalit bimbang. Walaupun keinginan melonta-lonta untuk menjelajah seluruh Kedah semasa ketiadaan mereka. =p
Ana baharu menghabiskan ‘buah tangan’ pertama Saifulislam a.k.a Ustaz Hasrizal; ‘Aku terima nikahnya..’ dan sekarang sedang membaca karya Ustaz Pahrol Mohd Juoi; ‘Satu Rasa Dua Hati-mencipta cinta sepanjang perkahwinan.’ Kedua-duanya diolah dalam bentuk yang hampir sama. Sangat sesuai untuk bakal pengantin supaya minda lebih terbuka.
Cuti ana pun barangkali akan dicantas sedikit dek kerana seminar yang akan berlangsung tengah bulan hadapan di kampus. Ana tidak mahu lepaskan peluang menghadiri seminar bernilai ratusan ringgit itu secara percuma. Mungkin akan ke Kuantan beberapa hari dan pulang semula ke Kedah, menghabiskan esei pertandingan.
http://wardahputeh.wordpress.com/2008/05/12/peraduan-menulis-esei-2008-yayasan-kepimpinan-perdana/
Sekarang ana turut membaca sebuah buku berjudul Melayu Glokal yang banyak menyumbang kepada isi esei. Buku-buku motivasi turut membantu. Kerana ana gemar buku bercorak ini, mencari bahan tidaklah susah. Abah turut menyumbang buku-bukunya sehingga bahan rujukan mencecah lebih daripada 20 buah buku! Seandainya ana memberi alasan lagi, bermakna diri ini sangat culas dan malas.
Ana doakan abah berbahagia di Mekkah dan Madinah, meraikan saat-saat pencennya… =)
my personality test
Your Aura is Blue
Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.
You are very giving of yourself. And it’s hard for you to let go of relationships.
The purpose of your life: showing love to other people
Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah
Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor
Your Personality Cluster is Introverted Sensing
You are:
Responsible, ethical, and trustworthySomeone who treasures and remembers the past
Adverse to surprises and the unknown
Your Dominant Thinking Style: Visioning
You are very insightful and tend to make decisions based on your insights.
You focus on how things should be – even if you haven’t worked out the details.
An idealist, thinking of the future helps you guide your path.
You tend to give others long-term direction and momentum.
A message to SCIENCESS members [by Br. Kamarul]
Assalamualaikum w.r.t. w.b.t. and very good day,
To all SCIENCESS members,
Alhamdulillah, as the lecturer of Kulliyyah of Science and the former Head of Department, Department of Biotechnology; I am very thankful to Allah S.W.T. for giving me great opportunities to meet and know all of you. It is very nice to work and cooperate with the SCIENCESS members. I would like to apologize if I could not make myself available to any invitation from the SCIENCESS in the past. Hereby I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for all your assistance and contribution to the development of Department of Biotechnology in particular and Kulliyyah of Science in general. Syukran kasiran. Keep up the good commitment and momentum. I always pray for your success in various areas.
I have been working with Kulliyyah of Science since April 8, 2004; I was 23 years old at that time. Now I am 27 years old. Actually, I never dreamt to be a lecturer but now I love my career. I have started serving the kulliyyah and the university from assistant lecturer post. I really enjoy working in Kulliyyah of Science. I guess all of you have the same feeling. We have to accept that Kulliyyah of Science is still in infancy stage, there are so many things to be done for betterment, and I know there are still weaknesses at the moment, that is why the Kulliyyah needs your great support and contribution to step to better level. Allah is always with us. If we work hard for the betterment of the Kulliyyah, Insyaallah more successes will be granted upon us by Allah S.W.T. The Kulliyyah do need your feedback to improvise its operation and service from time to time. Should you have any viewpoints pertaining to the Kulliyyah’s management and administration, please do not hesitate to forward your voices to the Kulliyyah using the proper channel.
During my years in Kulliyyah of Science, I observe that all of you have the potential to be good leaders. Of course, all of us are the khalifah, and we should hold the responsibilities to develop the ummah. I was an undergraduate student from year 2000 until 2003, and I faced most of the challenges that you are facing now. I always try to be sympathy and empathy with you because I know student’s life on campus is very
challenging. And here I would like to remind you and myself about a few things:
(1) Allah gives barakah to His servants who respect their teachers or guru, He gives karamah if we respect our mothers, and He grants hikmah if we respect our fathers. So respect the parties, and ask them to pray for our good health and success. Insyaallah Allah will help us during our difficulties.
(2) Do not be frustrated or upset easily if we get lower than grade A for instance but muhasabah ourselves immediately on the causes and
contributing factors. Say Alhamdulillah and Astagfirullah all the time, make it as our daily practices or amalan. Allah will give more successes to His servants who always be grateful and He will always be with His servants who are very patient and perform the 5 fardhu prayers on time. Allah hu yaroni daiman.
(3) Khalifah is a leader. A good leader produces the best leaders. So get active in SCIENCESS activities and other social activities involving the elements of leadership. If we want to be a great leader, we must be good and loyal followers first, and convey your respect to your leaders. Only then we can develop our potential as khalifah on this earth.
(4) Study hard and smart, share your knowledge with others, do not be selfish. The true successful person is the one who are always willing and keen to help others to be successful along with him. I do practice it, and alhamdulillah Allah always shows me ways when I am in difficulties. The knowledge is from Allah, and as khalifah we must share our knowledge with others, only then the barakah will be sprinkled upon us, Insyaallah.
Again, thank you for everything! May Allah S.W.T. grant you good health and success.
