Dah lama tak menulis kat sini. Ada orang perasan ke? Harap adalah. Huhu.
Macam-macam jadi. Sekarang bilik saya bau minyak angin, tadi dah sembur Febreez, sebab tak ada pewangi bilik. T_T
Minyak wangi boleh canakkan pemikiran sikit, ni asyik terperuk dalam bilik ja sampai demam.
Sekarang menulis tesis, FYP ada result, but not good, as my supervisor claimed. But I think, I’ve pushed myself too hard tough. Now, I need to push the pause button. I need to calm myself and gather the energy back, before running again..for the last..track.
It’s not about physical ability only, but involved emotions and mind. Really, FYP is a great thing, great path to go through. Only for those, who keen for success and have patience will succeed. The difference between successful student and a failure is, she/ he can resist the pressure and just do the task until she/ he arrives at the destination.
Pressures can come from many directions,
from mama & abah that asked you when you’ll going back home again though you’re a
FINAL YEAR STUDENT AND WILL FINISH YOUR STUDY ONE MONTH FROM NOW AND CAN BE A JOB LOSER FOR 1 YEAR
or ‘litte’ cousins that confused why 2 weeks vacations ended with WORKING, NO HOLIDAY PLEASE,
supervisors that think you’re a master student and gave bundle of works to be settled up,
working partners that think you are in competition with her/him…
[yeah dude, lets run for the PCR,waterbath, RNase balblablaah..you’ll get amazing prizes to be won!!!!]
friends that LOVE TO GRIN if you fail your experiments, and not to mention, take things for granted…
and the MOST HORRIBLE…
once YOU YOURSELF,
feel like dying, lose hope…
near the junction, to the success road…
NO NO NO
IT’S NOT ME!
I’m strong enough to believe
I’M THE BEST.
And the most important thing is
NO ONE CAN PREDICT TO WHAT HEIGHTS I CAN SOAR,
…Spread My Wings…
Btw, tonight is Earth Hour, better go to sleep as early as possible eh?